TG

It was never enough to try and make do with just staving it off, my sexuality can't be contained no matter now many skirts and dresses I wear it's not enough just to look like a woman I am one mentally, emotionally and spiritually, now the outside needs to reflect the real me too, I can't hide anymore, not even from myself, I thought I could cope just paying lipservice to my issues, sort of dressing en femme as an antidote to my need to be myself and my fear of coming out and transitioning, where do i go from here? I dunno, maybe I'll havemy vagina this time next year or maybe much longer, the issue is that it's not somethign never to be considered but can I do it, can I have the strength of a woman to be the real me outside where everyone can see the real me, no longer will I be able to hide behind a well-worn lie, it's scary to consider it and exciting too. First things first though I seriously need to diet, I'm more than ten stone over weight! I need to get fit and healthy so my curvz will stand out even more, my current teeny C cups look like flabby pecs if I don't wear a bra. Speaking of bra's I need to get myself a new one but I think I'll leave it and see how much weight I loose before summer comes, then measure up and see how my boobs have coped with my weight loss...